Thursday, March 30, 2006

三個生日願望...Wishes for my three birthdays...



3.29 這是我第三個生日...
March 29 is my third birthday...

我的第一個生日是8.19,"人類"的年紀,我已經30歲又7.5個月大。
My first birthday is August 19, according to the age of "human being",
I am already 30 years and 7.5 months old.

第二個生日是6.29,成為"基督徒"的年紀,2歲又9個月。
Second birthday of mine is June 29, the age of "being Christian",
I am now 2 years and 9 month old.

今天是我第三個生日,3.29,1天,是我離開你的日子...
Today, Mach 29, my third Birthday, the day I leave you...

30歲又7.5個月大,對人類來說已經是成熟可摘的果子,
應該要開始思考"成熟"的事情,比如說:事業、家庭、未來...
To be 30 years and 7.5 months old, is considered the age of a "Maturity".
It means, you should start to think about your "future, family and careers..."

2歲又9個月,剛剛學會走路,我是呀呀學語的小baby Christian。
However, 2 years and 9 month old, I just learnt how to walk with God,
I am now learning how to speak to God, a "Baby Christian".

新生兒,剛剛出生1天,剛剛離開你溫暖懷抱的我,哭泣,因為不熟悉新的環境!
歡喜,因為終於呼吸到一口新鮮的空氣...
A New Born Baby, I just left you, your warm harms and hugs.
Crying because I am too new to the new place,
Joyful because I could finally breathe Fresh Air without you...


我的第三個生日,也是我這堂"愛情學分"的畢業日。
沒有想像中的痛苦難挨,沒有那夜發抖撥電話給你的害怕,
深呼吸,放鬆!輕輕的嘆息:"這就是人生吧!"
This my Third Birthday,
also the day I pass my "Love Credit" Course.
It's not painful like what I thought,
nor scaring as the night I make phone call to you with trumbling fingers.
Deep breathing in and out,
I know this is Life!

第一個生日的願望是希望世界和平、身體健康、家人信主
第二個生日的願望是希望能用力定睛跟隨主
第三個生日,祝你幸福,也願上帝保守我的心!
My wish of first birthday is " World Peace, Health and to bring my family be Christian"
Second Wish is to follow God committed!
the Wish for my third birthday, I wish you all the best and happiness and so do I.

偏偏這三個生日都和數字"9"有關係?
哈!這是宿命嗎?
或是人生,只要活的像自己就好?

生日快樂!
祝我生日快樂....
Happy Birthday,
Happy Birthday to Chung Chih....

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

歡迎你們...

親愛的大家,
仲志放棄了PCHOME的新聞台、MSN的部落閣!
開了一個新的天地!
這是一個屬於我自己生命對話的空間!

我會努力的認真的面對自己,
在未來未知的挑戰與生命美好的過程,
歡迎你和我一起分享!

生命的價值在於愛自己,也愛上帝!
這是我最近很深的領悟...
不再用生活來證明我的價值與存在,
這是我最近努力的方向

任何時候,
歡迎你的任何想法與分享

感謝上帝給我重生的機會
給我你們這群好朋友 生命的大天使

I am sorry I need to go....

I never told others, I mean I never announce that
I was once in love with you....once, I was deeply in love with you...

For the pass 637 days,
I have been in my struggles of being loving you or not...
even you were with another girl when we had a trip to thailand...

sorry,
I need to go now!
the 637 days love story is more then enough for me!
I love you, still love you,
yet, I need to go now!
for haven sakes, I need to go and forget you!

please,
be good to yourself,
be nice to others,
you will be in my prayers always,
I need to go now!
sorry for not being your friend
and will never ever be your friend again!!

I love you,
just like how much I love myself!

Monday, March 27, 2006

I miss you Mr. Smile...
Wish you a beautiful future... Posted by Picasa

Thursday, March 23, 2006

The Hours....

I watched the movie "the Hours"
the one you might have seen it as well...
it makes me think about that
what is the "value" of my life?

to be woman with the so call Vision,
I doubt what is my real mission and vision?
what it suppose to be, to be my life?

the Hours,
I rather enjoy my hours,
and do things without repentance....
the Hours I spend with myself
is always the time I could be the "Real Me"